what’s the point on getting my hopes up when I’m just going to end up with a broken heart?
Please tell me the truth, please
Don’t make me cry. I’m already
Heartbroken, I’m already in pieces.
Every time I cry is because every word
That I heard was a lie. Please don’t come
Close I’ll push you away.
I’ll push you away to protect myself,
I’ll make myself bulletproof. When you
Shoot I won’t fall because I have the armor
To protect myself from getting hurt. You won’t
Get through me because I will put up a wall and
It won’t come down.
My wall will never fall it will stay up. You
Can’t get inside because I’m protecting myself
From you so I won’t get hurt. I will only push you
Away so my heart won’t be apart again. Hope you will
Understand why I am doing this.
Don’t worry you’re not the only one. I put up a wall
For everyone so I won’t get hurt mostly from you
Because I might be falling for you.
I put my wall so I can protect myself.
just gonna say this: if someone has social anxiety and they ask you something akin to ‘are you mad at me’ or ‘do you hate me’, it isn’t because they don’t trust you, it’s because their brain literally tells them that all the time
it’s not a personal slight, it’s insecurity caused by mental illness